Wednesday, September 26, 2007

recess week is a sham really.

university is generally just

hardwork, plenty of cluelessness,

helplessness and hopelessness.

and haplessness to boot.

school being 2 hours away is

so not funny.

i dont love numerals much

but they are haunting me to death

these days.

my modules are generally

number-heavy, so everything is just

giving me a gross headache.
i am officially terrible at finance.

i therefore will never be

the richass banker living and breathing

monies.

randomness:

here's LISA TAN

we were overnighting at macs

discovering the wonders of

my webcam,

never really saw my webcam as

a cam, if you know what i mean!

ok LA she's prettier than this yea

chompchomp, old friends frm amb.

piano ensemble, the yamaha grand

-drooool -

dad's showcase! (4th from left)

DAD IS MY 歌神

FOUND ICE MONSTER FRANCHISE

AT BENCOOLEN STREET!!!!!!!!!
(taiwan's branch serve better ones tho.)

4:07 PM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

so that was one of the strangest of days,
and suspiciously coincidental.
:

4:55 AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Drastic Fantastic is OUT~~ WOOHOO!!

10:25 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

havent written in a while,
aint that unhealthy?
not except for
plenty of bullcrap finance reports
and such,
none of which im particularly thrilled about.
life is running on a damned
treadmill at bloody full throttle.
its dangerous how you easily
it is to lose onself
amidst the flux of the world.

i try to read during my 2hrs
trip to and fro ntu,
to stay in touch with myself and
not be infected by the gore of
over-zealous hyper youths
in school.
its important that i protect my cynicism
even as the world threatens to
frown upon it like its wrong.

so university is so not a breeze
at all.
everything is difficult, the airconditioning
is lways inhumanely cold,
the people overuse the word "shagged"
(do they know what it means??)
and i am bombarded constantly by
projects from hell.

ZZZZ
bah i cant even write anymore.
i think im walking
down this road im bound
to regret.

10:13 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

it's easier to run

it's easier to never have to

look you in the eye

it's easier to lie, easier to lie

awesome.

4:59 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

sometimes the problem with loving too much
is that in the process of wanting to be good enough,
comes those uncomfortable feelings
of unworthiness, disappointment, and
the inability to match reality to what
i know in my mind i need to do.
i spend countless hours in this
lifetime nurturing it
and combating the sorts of fear i hardly
encounter unless im at it.

this craft has always
tortured me this way,
but there's no way i can quit it.

10:14 PM

Thursday, September 06, 2007

just wanted to declare that

Life is hard,
but Finance is harder.

ARGH to school.
):

10:16 PM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

emoshit.

11:38 PM

Sunday, September 02, 2007

celebrating the lives of

AKSHAYA MITA DOESTHALE
AND ANDREW DERMAWAN,
friends with REALLLY funky, long names.

(sharing their disbelief about turning 19 -my sentiments exactly.)

LOVE !

8:15 AM